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Tara The Liberator
by Lama Zopa Rinpoche
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From two
teachings given at Kopan Monastery and Himalayan Yogic Institute,
Nepal in May 1987. Originally published as a Wisdom Transcript by
Wisdom Publications in 1993.
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The ultimate meaning of
life
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First I would like to thank
everybody from my heart for coming to this meditation course. I
rejoice greatly that you want to make your life beneficial for other
sentient beings by developing your mind, that you are concerned about
the happiness of others. I thank all of you from my heart.
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You do not do meditation
courses and spiritual practice to have a healthy body, and not even to
have temporary peace of mind; you do spiritual practice to have
everlasting mind-peace, with ultimate liberation from mental
afflictions, or disturbing thoughts. At this time you have a precious
human body. Using this to obtain even the ultimate happiness of
everlasting liberation from all problems and their causes—disturbing
thoughts and action-result, or karma—is still not the ultimate purpose
of your having this precious human body. The real purpose of taking
this precious human body at this time is to avoid giving harm to other
sentient beings; and on the basis of that, to benefit all other
sentient beings, each of whom wants happiness and does not want
suffering.
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Having this pure attitude
of wishing to avoid harm to others in the very depths of your heart,
you then act to benefit them without discrimination. You do not
recognize some beings, such as relatives and friends, as close and
help them, but others as enemies and not help them—or even harm them.
Rather than these discriminating thoughts, you have a pure attitude of
loving kindness, thinking to benefit all sentient beings equaling the
extent of infinite space. With the attitude of loving kindness and
compassion towards all living beings, you should also act to benefit
them equally. This is the main purpose for which we have taken this
precious human body. This is the ultimate meaning of life.
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Everlasting happiness
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You should live each day,
each hour, each minute, in order to accomplish this ultimate purpose.
This is why you try to be healthy and to have a long life. The purpose
of everything you do—sleeping, waking, wearing clothes, eating,
sitting, walking, having medical treatment—is to develop the good
heart towards every sentient being, and to act to benefit each of them
equally. Other living beings are exactly the same as you in wanting
even the smallest comfort and not wanting the smallest discomfort,
even in a dream. They are exactly the same as you.
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Just as you want to
eliminate all your suffering and to obtain happiness so does every
other living being. They are exactly the same as you. Therefore, you
need to eliminate their suffering and obtain their happiness.
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And again just like you,
other living beings want the greatest, longest-lasting happiness. When
you go shopping, you try to buy the best quality, longest-lasting
goods that you can. Like this, every being wishes to have the
greatest, longest-lasting happiness—and that means great liberation.
Great liberation means removal of the two obscurations: the
obscuration of the gross disturbing thoughts and the obscuration of
the subtle mental stains. When the cessation of these is established
on the mind, this is the purest happiness of full enlightenment.
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Why is the happiness of
full enlightenment everlasting? Because once the obscurations, the
cause of suffering, are completely removed, it is impossible for
suffering to recur and happiness to degenerate. Because the cause of
suffering has been removed, it is impossible for suffering to return.
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For example, why is our
mind controlled today by disturbing thoughts such as ignorance, anger
and attachment? Our mind is obscured by these because they are the
continuation of the mental afflictions, or disturbing thoughts, that
existed yesterday. Because we did not remove yesterday's disturbing
thoughts, the continuation of these—today's disturbing thoughts—has
arisen.
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It is the same with our
previous life: If we had completely removed disturbing thoughts by
actualizing the remedy of the path within our mind in our previous
life, it would have been impossible for us to be born with these
mental afflictions in this life. There could be no such evolution if
we had ceased the continuation of disturbing thoughts. With nothing to
cause disturbing thoughts in this life, there would be no disturbing
thoughts—and no unhappiness or problems in this life.
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For example, if a cloth
that had been dirty for many days was completely cleaned yesterday,
there would be no continuation of yesterday's dirt. In the same way,
once the disturbing-thought obscurations are completely removed, it is
impossible for them to arise again since there is no cause, and it is
impossible to experience suffering again. This is the everlasting
happiness of liberation. As I mentioned before, the ultimate purpose
of having this precious human body is to liberate all living beings
from all obscurations, or mental stains, and lead them to the greatest
liberation of full enlightenment, which is everlasting, peerless
happiness.
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Developing the mind
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Now, in order to accomplish
this great work for other living beings, you have to develop your own
mind by putting effort into listening to, reflecting and meditating on
the teachings. And in order for you to lead other beings to this
peerless happiness of full enlightenment, they have to follow the
path. Therefore, to lead them in the path to full enlightenment, you
must reveal the teachings to them. In order to reveal the teachings,
the means to guide them in the path to full enlightenment, you
yourself must see very clearly, without the slightest mistake, the
level of mind, characteristics and karma of every single living being.
As living beings have various levels and characteristics of mind, the
methods you reveal to them also have to be of various types. Again you
must realize clearly, without the slightest mistake, all the various
means to guide living beings.
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The only mind that can see
all these things fully is omniscient mind. Therefore, in order to
accomplish this great work for sentient beings, this ultimate benefit
of great liberation, which living beings need and are lacking, you
yourself need to have omniscient mind.
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For example, a
teacher—whether in a school, university or monastery—teaches different
subjects to various classes to educate students with knowledge of
science, mathematics, engineering, biology, medicine, psychology or
whatever. It is generally accepted that the more education a student
has, the easier it will be for him to find a job, earn a living and
have an easy life. The general aim of education is to have an easier
life. And in order to educate others, the teacher himself has to be
educated and knowledgeable in all the subjects he teaches. The less
knowledge—or more ignorance—you have, the more limited your capacity
to educate and help others. The more knowledge you have, the more you
can fulfill the wishes of other people.
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If you are blind, you
cannot guide others to where they want to go. If you have no arms, you
cannot help your mother when she is in danger of falling down a
precipice, or of being swept away by a river and drowned. Like this,
in order to guide sentient beings perfectly to the peerless happiness
of full enlightenment, you should first have omniscient mind.
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By having omniscient mind,
you also have perfect power and great compassion for every living
being. Because of this great compassion, which feels no
discrimination, there is no danger that you will help some beings and
not others. There is no partiality in your actions. And with
omniscient mind, there is the power to reveal every skilful means to
guide living beings.
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Developing compassion
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How is it possible to
achieve this? For this mental continuum to become omniscient mind? You
can figure this out even from this simple example: When you memorize
anything, in the beginning your mind is completely ignorant. In the
very beginning, you do not even know the alphabet; but with the help
of a teacher and by applying effort, you gradually begin to learn. As
you continue, you learn more and more. It is the nature of the mind
that understanding can be developed. The mind has the power to
understand gross phenomena, and even subtle existence if you attempt
to do this correctly.
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You have compassion for
some beings now, even though you do not have fully developed
compassion, which means compassion towards every living being.
However, you can develop your present small compassion for these
beings so that it becomes greater and greater. You can increase your
compassion for these beings. By understanding the teachings and
practicing meditation, you can also generate compassion for the other
beings for whom you do not feel compassion at the moment. In this way
compassion can be developed.
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With the compassion you
already have for others, with your present understanding of their
wishes and the methods to fulfill them, you have some capacity to help
others. Even at this present time, with this human body, with the
understanding and compassion that you have, you have some power to
help others. As your understanding of and compassion for all living
beings develop through actualizing the remedy of the path within your
mind, your obscurations will gradually become less and less, and you
will gain more and more understanding. When this process is completed,
you will have complete and perfect power to guide other beings.
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Developing omniscient mind
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How is it possible to
separate the mind from mental afflictions? In your everyday life you
can see that even if your mind is overwhelmed by anger in the morning,
this anger does not last; your mind is not continuously overwhelmed by
anger. In the morning you may be angry with someone, but in the
afternoon there is no anger—instead there may be attachment to that
person, or indifference.
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Even without meditation,
disturbing thoughts arise and change. This proves that the nature of
the mind is not oneness with anger, attachment, ignorance, pride or
jealousy. The mind is temporarily obscured by these, but is itself not
oneness with them. If the mind itself were oneness with anger, it
should be spontaneously and continuously in the nature of anger. Or
spontaneously and continuously in the nature of attachment. Then, to
the one object, anger and attachment would be arising at the same
time.
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If a mirror was oneness
with the dirt on it, the dirt could not be cleaned away—this would be
like cleaning dirt away from dirt. Because the mirror is not oneness
with but temporarily covered by dirt, it can be cleaned with water and
a cloth. The more the dirt is cleaned away, the clearer the mirror's
reflection. In the same way, as you listen to, reflect and meditate on
the graduated path to enlightenment, as you generate more realizations
of this path, your obscurations first become gradually thinner and
thinner, and are then removed completely.
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The Mahayana, or Greater
Vehicle, path to enlightenment has five paths: the paths of merit,
preparation, right-seeing, meditation and no-more learning. And the
Paramitayana path has ten levels, or bhumis. Certain obscurations are
removed when you achieve the third, right-seeing path; and further
obscurations are removed when you reach the path of meditation. When a
bodhisattva achieves the eighth bhumi of the Paramitayana path, the
gross disturbing-thought obscuration is completely removed. By
developing his mind to the ninth and tenth bhumis, the bodhisattva
removes even the subtle obscurations, the mental stains, or
impressions, left on the mind by disturbing-thought obscurations such
as ignorance grasping the I as existent from its own side.
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While the I is merely
imputed on the aggregates by thought, ignorance grasps the I as
independent, existing from its own side. Due to imprints left on the
mind, everything appears as existing from its own side. However, even
these subtle obscurations are completely removed when the mind is
developed to the ninth and tenth bhumis. When the remedy of the path
is complete within the mind, there is not even the slightest mental
stain. At that time, the mental continuum becomes omniscient mind,
fully seeing all the past, present and future without the slightest
mistake; all the minds and wishes of living beings; and all the
various means to guide them. Without the slightest effort or mistake,
one is able to guide all living beings perfectly.
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Obstacles to success
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Now, in order to achieve
this, we have to complete the realizations of the graduated path to
enlightenment, or lam rim. Developing your mind in the graduated path
to enlightenment is the most important and most beneficial thing for
you, and especially for other living beings. However, there are many
obstacles even to accomplishing some small happiness in this life.
Even finding a job can take many months, even years. Even in business,
which is small work to obtain happiness of only this life, there are
many obstacles. So of course there are many obstacles to developing
your mind and achieving the everlasting liberation of omniscient mind
for the sake of all living beings. There are many inner obstacles
created by disturbing thoughts: the dissatisfied mind; the selfish
mind; the mind of worldly concern, grasping to this life and samsaric
perfections.
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Worldly concern brings so
many problems in this life: fear, worry, depression, even suicide.
This grasping mind does not allow your everyday activities to become
virtue, the cause of happiness. Besides interfering in your finding
happiness in future lives, which means receiving a good rebirth,
worldly concern does not even allow you to have happiness and
mind-peace from hour to hour in your present life.
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Even if you try to practice
Dharma, worldly concern does not allow your practice to become pure
Dharma. Grasping samsaric perfections also causes you to take rebirth
again, so there is the suffering of death and the experience of all
these problems again and again. It does not allow you to achieve
everlasting liberation from suffering, and its causes.
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Generally, the ignorance
believing that the I, which is merely imputed on the aggregates by
thought, exists from its own side is the main cause of suffering. This
ignorance is the root of all suffering. But also there is the selfish
mind, which does not allow you to have any mind-peace. As long as you
constantly follow the selfish attitude, you do not have any
relaxation, any happiness. Besides harming you, the selfish attitude
gives harm to all other living beings continuously—from day to day,
month to month, year to year, and life to life. It does not allow the
activities of your everyday life to become the cause of your achieving
full enlightenment, omniscient mind, for other living beings. In a
similar way, attachment grasping samsaric perfections does not allow
your everyday actions to become the cause of liberation.
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The hallucinated view that
believes the I to be independent, even though it is a dependent
arising, does not allow you to realize the absolute nature of the I.
As long as you grasp the I as truly existent, there is no way you can
realize the absolute nature of the I. In this way, there is no way to
escape from suffering, from samsara. Following ignorance in this way
does not allow the actions of your daily life to become a remedy to
samsara, to the cause of suffering and all the resultant problems.
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Relying on Tara
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There are so many inner
obstacles to the development of your mind, and these inner obstacles
create many outer obstacles. Therefore, for the success of your Dharma
practice, of your actualizing the graduated path to enlightenment, you
must rely upon a special deity, or buddha, such as Tara. All the
actions of the buddhas have manifested in this female aspect of
buddha, Tara the Liberator, in order to help living beings to
accomplish successfully both temporal and ultimate happiness.
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Many Indian yogis relied
upon Tara. By taking refuge in Tara, they completed the path and did
great works for the teachings and for living beings, leading
uncountable numbers in the path to temporal and ultimate happiness.
For example, the great pandit Lama Atisha, who completed the whole
graduated path to enlightenment, relied upon Tara.
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Lama Atisha was invited by
the religious king of Tibet, Yeshe
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to re-establish and spread Buddhadharma in
Tibet. Lama Atisha also
wrote the text, Lamp of the Path to Enlightenment, which established
the term graduated path to enlightenment. By listening to, reflecting
and meditating on Lamp of the Path of Enlightenment, so many people
have achieved enlightenment.
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Besides benefiting the
Tibetan practitioners who are experimenting on and accomplishing the
path to enlightenment, Lama Atisha's text is nowadays even benefiting
extensively in the West. The light of this lam rim teaching has
dispelled so much ignorance, even in the minds of many thousands of
people living in the West. Because Lamp of the Path to Enlightenment
integrates all the teachings of Buddha into a step-by-step practice by
which anyone can achieve enlightenment, many practitioners have been
able to use it to train their minds in the path to enlightenment.
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Even though Lama Atisha
passed away a long time ago in Tibet, he is still benefiting us by
having given us the opportunity to understand the teachings of the
graduated path to enlightenment. Understanding and practicing this
path gives you confidence and much happiness. By understanding the
cause of happiness, you have the opportunity to obtain whatever
happiness you wish. These are Lama Atisha's actions benefiting all
living beings.
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Lama Atisha was able to
offer these extensive benefits to living beings and the teachings
through depending upon Tara. Throughout Lama Atisha's life, Tara
always gave him advice. When Lama Atisha had to make decisions about
doing works for living beings—such as traveling to Tibet—he always
asked Tara, and then followed Tara's instructions. Like this, even
present-day Tibetan yogis who are actualizing the graduated path to
enlightenment, having great success in developing their minds, also
rely upon Tara.
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The benefits of Tara
practice
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Tara is quick to grant
success in obtaining the ultimate happiness of enlightenment. You
receive much good merit, or cause of happiness; it prevents a
suffering rebirth in your next life; you receive initiation from
millions of buddhas; and you achieve enlightenment. Besides these,
however, Tara practice has many other benefits. Reciting the
Twenty-one Taras' prayer with devotion, at dawn or dusk—or remembering
Tara, singing praises and reciting mantras at any time of the day or
night—protects you from fear and dangers, and fulfill all your wishes.
If you pray to Tara, Tara is particularly quick to grant help.
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There are also many
temporal benefits from Tara practice, either reciting the Tara mantra
or the Twenty-one Taras' prayer. Tara can solve many problems in your
life: liberate you from untimely death; help you recover from disease;
bring you success in business; help you to find a job; bring you
wealth. When you have a really serious problem, such as a
life-threatening disease, if you rely upon Tara, very commonly you
will be freed from that problem; you will recover from that disease.
If you eat poison, if you rely upon Tara, the poison will not harm
you. By doing Tara prayers and mantras, couples with difficulty having
a child can have a child—and whichever they want, a son or a daughter.
These are very common experiences. Through Tara practice, you can
obtain any happiness of this life that you wish.
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If you recite the
Twenty-one Taras' prayer once every evening, it is impossible—I can
put my signature to this!—for you to die of starvation. It is also a
very common experience for lay practitioners, monks and nuns with
financial difficulties to have such problems relieved by doing
Tara
practice. In my personal experience, I have seen many instances of
people who have prayed to and taken refuge in Tara and been saved from
the danger of untimely death from disease without taking medicine.
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The meaning of tare
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The Tara mantra is OM TARE
TUTTARE TURE SOHA. To explain the meaning of TARE TUTTARE TURE: TARE
means liberating from samsara. This samsara means these aggregates:
the aggregate of form, or the physical body; of feeling; of
recognition; of karmic formations; and of consciousness. These
aggregates, on which the I is labeled, are caused by the contaminated
seed of karma and disturbing thoughts. Under the control of karma and
disturbing thoughts, the past-life aggregate of consciousness circled
to this life. Because these aggregates are contaminated by the seed of
karma and disturbing thoughts, on meeting desirable and undesirable
objects, the different disturbing thoughts such as attachment and
anger arise. As the seed of the disturbing thoughts is there, you
again create karma. And the karma and disturbing thoughts again cause
the aggregate of consciousness to circle, or join, to the aggregates
of the next life.
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Even though this gross body
has no continuum into the next life, the aggregate of consciousness
does continue to the next life. From life to life, it continuously
circles. From one life to the next, from the past life to the present,
the aggregate of consciousness circles. It joins to these present
aggregates, then later joins to the aggregates of the next life. This
is why these aggregates are called samsara, or cyclic existence.
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So, TARE shows that Mother
Tara liberates living beings from samsara, from true suffering, or
problems. You can relate this to the particular sufferings of human
beings: birth, old age, sickness and death; meeting undesirable
objects and experiencing aversion; not finding desirable objects or
finding them but gaining no satisfaction. No matter how much pleasure
you enjoy, there is no satisfaction. No matter how much you follow
desire, there is no satisfaction at all.
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Also, nothing in samsara is
definite. You have to leave the body again and again, and take another
body again and again. Like this, again and again you experience the
suffering of joining to another body.
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Your present-life mother
came from her mother, your grandmother; your grandmother came from
another mother; and that mother came from another mother. It is the
same with your father. You can see this body that you have now as a
collection of all the sperm and blood that has continued from parent
to child for inconceivable generations since this earth evolved, since
human beings began. This collection of sperm has come to you through
your father, your grandfather, your great-grandfather, and so on. It
is the same with the blood, which has come to you through your mother,
your grandmother, and so on. Since this body you have now is a
continuation of all this sperm and blood from all these other beings,
there is no essence to cling to; there is no reason to get attached to
this body, this samsara. The waste from all the toilets in a big city
is collected into one big sewer—the body is just like this sewer.
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By joining again and again
to the body like this, again and again you experience problems. If you
have high status, you fall down to low status. Again and again this
happens. When you are born, you are born alone without any companion;
when you die, you also die alone. Even this body does not accompany
the consciousness; the consciousness has to go alone to the next life.
All these are the problems of true suffering. If you rely upon Tara by
taking refuge in her and doing Tara practices—such as the recitation
of mantra or praises—with TARE, Tara liberates you from all these true
sufferings.
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The meaning of TUTTARE
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The second word, TUTTARE,
liberates you from the eight fears. There are eight fears related to
external dangers from fire, water, air, earth, and also from such
things as thieves and dangerous animals. However, the main dangers
come from ignorance, attachment, anger, pride, jealousy, miserliness,
doubt and wrong views. These eight disturbing thoughts that you have
in your mind are the main dangers. By taking refuge in Tara and doing
Tara practice, you are liberated from these eight internal dangers,
these eight disturbing thoughts. In this way, you are also liberated
from external dangers, as these external dangers come from the inner
disturbing thoughts.
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This second word, TUTTARE,
which liberates you from the eight fears, frees you from the true
cause of suffering: karma and the all-arising disturbing thoughts.
All-arising means that disturbing thoughts bring all the sufferings.
By taking refuge in Tara and doing Tara practice, you are liberated
from the true cause of suffering: this is the meaning of TUTTARE.
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The meaning of TURE
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The third word, TURE,
liberates you from disease. Now, of the Four Noble Truths, TURE shows
the cessation of suffering, which is the ultimate Dharma. In terms of
liberating from disease, the actual disease we have is ignorance not
knowing the absolute nature of the I, and all the disturbing thoughts
that arise from this ignorance. These are the actual, serious diseases
that we have. With cessation of all these diseases of disturbing
thoughts, all the true sufferings, all the resultant problems, are
also ceased. By liberating us from disease, TURE actually liberates us
from the true cause, disturbing thoughts, and also the true
sufferings.
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How can we achieve this
ultimate Dharma, this true cessation of the cause and result of
suffering? What can lead us to this state, the cessation of suffering,
which is the meaning of TURE? You achieve this by practicing the true
path. As revealed in the Lesser Vehicle paths of the Hearer-Listeners
and Self-conquerors, and in the Mahayana path, the true path is the
wisdom directly perceiving emptiness. This is the absolute Dharma.
Actualizing this wisdom within our mind leads us to the state of
cessation of suffering. This true path is contained in TUTTARE, which
liberates us from the eight fears—the word liberates indirectly
indicates the true path. And as I have just explained, the third word,
TURE, liberates you from the actual disease, the disturbing thoughts.
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The conclusion is that by
taking refuge in Tara, doing Tara practices such as recitation of the
Tara mantra, and practicing the path contained in that mantra, you can
achieve the fully enlightened state with the four kayas, which is the
cessation, liberated from the two obscurations. In short, OM TARE
TUTTARE TURE SOHA means "I prostrate to the Liberator, Mother of all
the Victorious Ones." Tara is the mother of all the Victorious Ones,
or buddhas. Why are buddhas called Victorious Ones? Because they are
victorious over the two obscurations.
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Tara the Mother
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Tara is called Mother
because it is the mother who gives birth to children. The actual
meaning of Tara is the transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and
voidness, which sees the absolute and conventional truth of all
existence. This is the absolute guru, the real guru—and we should
understand this real meaning of guru. Now, even though they have
different aspects and different names, all the buddhas are born from
this transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness, which is
the dharmakaya. In reality, every buddha is the embodiment of this
absolute guru: one manifests in many; many manifest in one. The
absolute guru manifests in all these various aspects of buddha; the
essence of all buddhas is the absolute guru. The real meaning of guru,
the absolute guru, manifests in ordinary aspect as the
conventional-truth guru, the lama from whom you receive the teachings
directly.
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As Khedrup Sangye
Yeshe
explained: "Before the guru, there is not even the name 'Buddha'." The
whole Guru Puja expresses that the foundation is the guru, the
dharmakaya, the transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness.
From the very beginning, while experiencing great bliss, we manifest
as the guru-deity. Even the front-generation merit field comes from
inseparable bliss and voidness, and from this merit field we take
initiation; we request to be granted blessings to generate the
realizations of the graduated path to enlightenment from beginning to
end; and we also make the four types of offering (outer, inner, secret
and absolute). We train our mind with these meditations, which evolve
from non-dual bliss and voidness.
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First we meet the guru
externally and separately. After receiving teachings, we listen,
reflect and meditate on the path that is revealed by this guru. On the
basis of correct devotion to the guru, we gradually actualize the
remedy of the path and remove our obscurations. When our obscurations
are completely removed, we meet the guru mentally.
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On the basis of actualizing
the Three Principles of the Path, we receive the four perfect Highest
Yoga Tantra initiations, which definitely plant the seeds of the four
kayas within our mind. This allows us to practice the unification of
the clear light and illusory body. By gradually actualizing this path,
we can completely cut off even subtle dual view, ceasing even the
gross minds of the white, red and dark visions, which are more subtle
than the preceding gross minds but gross when compared to the subtle
mind of clear light.
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When you achieve
dharmakaya, the transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness,
you have achieved the guru. You have achieved the wish expressed in
our usual dedication prayer: "Due to all these merits may I quickly
achieve the guru-Buddha's enlightenment, and lead every single living
being to the guru-Buddha's enlightenment." In reality, by training
your mind in these meditations, developing your mind in the path, your
mental continuum actually becomes that of the guru. In the future, you
actually become the guru you have been visualizing.
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So, all the buddhas are
born from the absolute guru, the transcendental wisdom of non-dual
bliss and voidness, which is the actual meaning of Mother. This
transcendental wisdom, this completely pure subtle mind, manifests in
this female aspect that is labeled "Tara".
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Normally children feel much
closer to their mother than to their father. When they have some
trouble, most children seem to scream for their mother. I don't know
about in the West, but in the East even adults, when they have some
severe pain or problem, rely on their mother.
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My father died when I was
small, and I don't remember at all what he looked like. People say
that he had a beard, was very good at reading texts, and did not speak
much. All I can remember clearly is my father's sheep-skin chuba.
Everybody in the family slept under that big chuba—it was our blanket.
The whole family tried to get underneath it. I can remember that very
clearly. I was introduced to my father's chuba—that is all I remember.
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So my mother was the only
adult in our home. My sister, because she was a little older, was able
to help my mother a little by taking our animals out on the mountains
and bringing them back home. Otherwise, the rest of us—there were
three, including me—were useless. Since my sister had to look after
the animals, all the hard work was done alone by my mother.
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One day my mother had to go
into the forest to get firewood. We waited outside the house. Because
none of us could cook, we waited outside for her to come home and give
us some food. She came back very late from the forest with a very
heavy load of firewood. After she returned, she could not make a fire
because she was sick, with much pain. There was no fire in the stove,
and no food. She lay down next to the fireplace, screaming for her
mother: "Ama! Ama!" My grandmother, who was still alive at that time,
lived quite near to us, maybe five or ten minutes' walk away.
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The three of us—me, my
brother Sangye, and another young brother who had a small piece of
tail, and later died—didn't know what to do. We just sat around the
fireplace looking at our mother. There was no fire; none of us could
make a fire. We just sat and watched our mother.
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Like this, somehow,
naturally, even grown-ups call their mother when there is some really
serious pain or problem. However, Tara is much closer to us than our
mother.
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The meaning of OM TARE
TUTTARE TURE SOHA
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This female aspect, Tara,
Mother of all the Victorious Ones guides you and other living beings
from the danger of falling into samsara or the lower nirvana, and
leads you to the perfect state of enlightenment, which is qualified
with the five transcendental wisdoms and the four kayas.
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The rough meaning of these
three words TARE TUTTARE TURE is: "To you, embodiment of all the
buddhas' actions, I prostrate always—whether I am in happy or unhappy
circumstances—with my body, speech and mind."
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All the paths (Lesser
Vehicle, Mahayana, Paramitayana, tantra) from the beginning up to
enlightenment are contained in TARE TUTTARE TURE. The remedy of the
path and all the obscurations it removes are contained in TARE TUTTARE
TURE. In regard to the lam rim, TARE is the graduated path of the
lower capable being; TUTTARE, of the middle capable being; and TURE,
of the higher capable being. All the outlines of the lam rim
meditations are contained in this mantra. In the mantra TAYATA OM MUNI
MUNI MAHAMUNIYE SOHA, MUNI MUNI MAHAMUNIYE can also be related to the
lam rim in the same way.
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The final word SOHA means
establishing the root of the path within your heart. In other words,
by taking refuge in Tara and doing Tara practice, you receive the
blessings of Tara in your own heart. This gives you space to establish
the root of the path, signified by TARE TUTTARE TURE, in your heart.
By establishing the path of the three capable beings within your
heart, you purify all impurities of your body, speech and mind, and
achieve Tara's pure vajra holy body, holy speech and holy mind, which
are signified by OM.
Your body, speech and mind are transformed into Tara's holy body, holy
speech and holy mind. This is the rough meaning of OM TARE TUTTARE
TURE SOHA.
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Visualizing Tara
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When you recite the mantra,
visualize Tara in space in front of you, level with your forehead, at
a comfortable distance of about one body-length. As I mentioned when
explaining the mantra, first think of the transcendental wisdom of
great bliss of all the buddhas, which fully sees all existence. Think
of this holy mind of dharmakaya, the absolute guru. Because the holy
mind of all the buddhas, the absolute guru, is bound by great
compassion for you and all living beings, who are obscured and
suffering under the control of karma and disturbing thoughts, it
manifests in this particular female form of Tara. This happens due to
compassion. Just as you act under the control of anger and attachment,
the buddhas work for you and other living beings under the control of
compassion.
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The holy mind of all the
buddhas manifests in this female aspect, Tara. What does this aspect
look like? Tara is in the nature of green light, with one face and two
arms. Her face is very peaceful, with a slight smile. Her hair is very
dark, half tied up and half loose, and decorated with an utpala flower
at the crown. Tara is adorned with jewel ornaments of necklace,
bracelets, armlets, anklets, and so on. Her eyes, very loving and
compassionate, are not opened widely but are fine and a little
rounded. Tara's eyes express compassion for you, like the look of
loving kindness a mother gives her beloved only child. Tara's right
hand, holding the stem of an utpala flower, is in the mudra of
granting sublime realizations. Her left hand holds the stem of another
utpala flower, with three fingers standing upright to signify refuge
in Buddha, Dharma and Sangha.
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With fully developed
breasts, Tara is adorned with a jewel necklace and also with jewel
garlands and various scarves. Her right leg is stretched out, and the
left one contracted. Behind her is a moon disc. Tara is adorned with
the complete holy signs and exemplifications of a buddha. On her
forehead is a white OM, essence of the vajra holy body; at her neck, a
red AH, essence of vajra holy speech; and at her heart, a blue HUNG,
essence of the vajra holy mind.
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White nectar beams come
from the OM, strike your forehead, and enter inside you to purify all
the obscurations and negative karmas you have accumulated with the
body from beginningless rebirths until now. From the AH at Tara's
throat, red nectar beams are emitted and strike your own throat; all
obscurations and negative karmas accumulated with your speech are
completely purified. Then, from
Tara's
heart syllable HUNG, blue nectar beams are emitted and enter your
heart; all the obscurations and negative karmas accumulated with your
mind from beginningless rebirths until now are purified. Out of
compassion for you and all living beings, Mother Tara has purified
you. Concentrate on this as you recite the mantra: OM TARE TUTTARE
TURE SOHA. Or if you wish, you can visualize Tara on your crown as in
the short Tara sadhana.
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When you finish the
meditation, pray to Tara: "Without delay of even a second, may I
become Tara and in each second free uncountable numbers of living
beings from all their sufferings and lead them to full enlightenment."
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Pray to achieve this
through generating bodhicitta, the wish to achieve Tara for the sake
of other living beings. Because you are not following the selfish mind
but have changed your attitude to one of using your life to serve
others, to obtain their temporal and ultimate happiness,
Tara
is extremely pleased with you. Your practicing the loving,
compassionate thought of bodhicitta and morality, which means keeping
your vows, please Tara the most. These essential Mahayana practices
are the best offerings you can make to Tara; these bring you closer to
Tara, so that she quickly helps all your actions to succeed. How much
Tara helps you depends on how much you practice the essence of the
Mahayana teachings.
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So, because of your
attitude of bodhicitta, Tara is extremely pleased with you; she melts
into green light, enters through your forehead, and absorbs into your
heart. Think: "My body, speech and mind have been blessed to become
Tara's vajra holy body, holy speech and holy mind." By receiving the
blessings of Tara with a calm, devoted mind, you plant the seed to
develop your mind and actually achieve Tara.
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After the absorption, if
you wish, one-pointedly concentrate on the nature of Tara's holy mind.
Then conclude your practice by dedicating the merits to the generation
of bodhicitta and to your achievement of Tara, in order to lead every
living being as quickly as possible to
Tara's
enlightenment.
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